The Cost of Power Written by Pyaemia Twice doth the satanic crow upon this silvery night The wretched cry of the wolf cub echoed into abscent light The silhouette my bat cast lay crooked on my wall And that is when I stirred at the sounding of it's fall I lay there in my bed thinking about my past How her powers saved us all in a battle ended fast Dark engulfed that evil place in the time passed by And seeing her perfect face forced out of me a sigh Like the glancing blow off a drunk mans face Or the sweet sound of loving grace I have not heard the sounds of each Since paulas love i did beseech Her rejection of my love Has left me like a tarred black dove Though I see that bat lain there I cannot do much more than stare I'm frightened at it's wielded power The kind from which grown men cower And to know that I can hold it high And rip a hole right in the sky... Then through that hole I see my cause Clear through a night without clouds of gauze I simply gaze and then envision A fate that is much worse than prison It scares me so that i can't speak Can't breath, can't move, can't even reach Why must I do this deed this night Why I have my plan in sight Not I nor God could see my reason For my evil trusted treason Up I am in my room Bat in hand I simply loom O'er the horizen I doth stare Thinking that what I do is fair Through my door I pass on through And I know now what I must do: To those who wreck havoc upon my mind My weapon wielded is most unkind Their life ends soon and by my hand They will go on to a nether land. I now move without control This power is now taking toll I can but just see with strain What my body hopes to gain And with each death of those so near Like wretched poison i endear Heartbreak sorrow death and pain This shell of me is me, just feigned.